As Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. once said, "I have a dream!" Only my dream is not nearly as noble as his. My dream is to write screenplays and see them actually become movies. I've carried this dream for a long time. Ever since first grade I've loved the art of entertaining people through storytelling. I used to break out my parents' tape recorder and set it near my record player (remember those things?) and play music as I would begin to perform different voices while recording my own radio dramas. I remember when I got a small portable tape recorder for my ninth birthday, I thought I was really moving up the world! I was able to “take my show on the road” and capture the live sounds of the great outdoors while telling adventure stories of explorers wandering through the deep dark jungles of Brazil or capture the sounds of World War I pilots fighting in the skies over Germany. (I did that by sticking small pieces of cardboard into an electric fan to create the "buzz" sound of the airplanes’ propellers.) Then, in seventh grade my story telling capabilities rose to new heights. It was then that my parents gave me my first video camera. My uncle sold them his old black and white camera and they gave it to me for Christmas. Little did my parents realize the monster they would create.
I became absolutely obsessed with making movies. In fact, the very day I got the camera I sat down and wrote my first movie; a sci-fi called Mofiss. The very next day, my friend Andy (who would be the best-man in my wedding nine years later) came over and we shot our first movie. It was corny and cheesy as can be, but we did it! Andy became my number one actor and movie-making buddy. And why not? He had already been my number one tape recording buddy. It was about time he was promoted into the new technology that was now readily available. Mofiss was such a smashing success (okay, at least the two of us liked it) that we went on to make two sequels. But we didn't stop there. I wrote more scripts that we made into movies. More Sci-Fi’s like 1985 and its confusing sequel 1987, cop movies, like John Book, The King of the Beat, and Biff Man Harry, adventure movies, like Johnny Tarheel, and Mississippi Smith, scary movies like, Beach Front Property House and In The Fog, and historical flicks, like Dark Horse: The Story of James K. Polk; would all find there way from my pen to the TV screen. My cast of actors also grew. Now additional names like James, Jason, Paul, Jennifer (my cousin), David, Ryan, Josh, Nathan, Mickey, Jon, and Sarah (James sister), would all be associated with my "amazing" movies. In fact, screenwriting became such an obsession that I failed math in seventh grade because I spent all my time writing movies rather than doing my homework! (A month spent in summer school fixed that problem.)
But soon I went off to college and got my first job at a TV station. When I met my wife, Lilly, I discovered she shared my love for movies. She would listen intently to all my movie ideas as we took walks together along the beach or through the woods. (Some of the joys of living in Eureka, California.) But as often happens in life, through the rough and tumble of earning a living and making our way through this world, screenwriting took a back-seat. Soon screenwriting was almost completely forgotten. I became another one of those grown-ups that looks upon their biggest dreams as the foolish wishful musings of their youth. Now it's time to face reality and live in the real world!
The real world: you know, that place where you live, but never quite fully? Where everything is gray and the beat of your heart no longer goes "THUMP! THUMP!" Now it goes, "ho, hum." The place where you justify your mediocrity as maturity and your apathy as adulthood.
But you know, the dreams that are in us are the real world! They're what make us alive, what makes us tick, what brings color into our lives. Dreams are what make us real!
Well, recently something in me woke up. I decided it is time to be who God made me to be. I turned around and looked at the dream that I had flung into the back-seat and picked it up once again. I've begun to write my first screenplay in seventeen years. I've written some commercials, training videos, and award winning documentaries over the last several years, but movies, my real passion, went by the way-side. I am simply thrilled beyond words to once again pick up my dream and begin to pursue it.
This blog is my journal of my reawakening to my passion for movies. I’ll record my writing progress, share my thoughts about screenwriting and movies in general, document my successes and failures on this journey as well as review movies just for the fun of it. I hope you’ll come along for the ride with me. I’d love to hear your thoughts along the way.